Apology

Sorry for grumbling.

I really have to study. It's my fault that I didn't study much this weekend..I don't know if I can finish the essay this time...
Usually I finish reading by weekend and write it during weekday. but i did nothing this time!!
I am so nervous because this situation(distressed by essays) will last until the end of this month....
Help me!!! I don't wanna be hikikomori any more...

In token of apology(?), i put the picture of view from my room. isn't it beautiful??